Death...?

Lil Orchid and I both had P/T this morning...still waiting for some good news and the day that my leg/knee quits hurting :(

The day did not get any better...
We just heard at 55 yrs my ex and the father of my two wonderful children passed away this evening. His wishes were no burial, and no memorial. That's it-where do they grieve.
Mixed feelings...I'll say! Two confused kids, definately.
Focus on the good side... my first love, the man who helped give me the two most precious gifts I have ever received...my daughter, my son, I am blessed to be their mother.
I'll stop there, and hope that soon the hurt in my childrens eyes will soon fade away!